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hmm , hey !
jyeah .. didnt post for awhile cs quite busyyy & always get so stress up !
sorryy yeah .
On saturdayy got the flagg dayy thinggy .
den after dat go home den go my uncle house at tamp .
got kenduri .
~ haiz ..
Urghhh ! i feel lyke shouting as loud as i can siaa ! Urghhhh !
Stress w/ frens & familyy ! naseb baek lh on sat tuh akuhh jumpe sedare akuhh sume .
Atie , Azra , Kak Aziee , Hedir .. sume arh !
naseb baek akuhh ader sedare mcm krg .
serious talking , if i lyke talktalk w/ my sedare i feel lyke so calm .
i donno why . haiz ..
ehy ppm ! klaw kaw tk suke akuhh , kaw leh bbl dpndpn ngn akuhh perh !
akuhh tk perlu dgr dari mulot org !
akuhh palingg benci dgr dari mulot org arh sial !
klaw kaw pikir akuhh tk bgs kwn dgn kaw , kaw tk perlu kwn ngn akuhh arh sial !
kaw pikir kaw ader mataeyy kaw , akuhh takot !
podah ! buat aper sak akuhh nk takot ngn mataeyy kaw ?! pegy dh .
& kaw tk perlu nk tukar storyy okay !
& klaw akuhh tk kwn ngn kaw pun akuhh tk heran arh sak !
& today when i come bacq home from tutor .
my mum face lyke so fed up . i donno why .
den nw she want to scold me .
siak arh . wat i do until you get mad at me siaa !
i feel lyke crying siaa nw !
its lyke everybody hate me nw !
wat i do wrong to you guys siaa ?!
URGHHH !
I feel lyke running away & nvr come bacq home !
so dat everyone is happy w/out me .
i think dat when ppl are w/out me they are happy .
so why am i still here ? why ?!
why i always make ppl mad ? why ?! why ?! why ?!
urgh ! i so stress ! urghhhhhh !
why must ppl put the blame on me ?
why is my lyfe is so .. Hancurr ?!
i feel lyke im a penumpang in dis house .
ppl left me aside . urghh !
WHY ?!
you all always see from my face & you all think dat im happy .
but inside me , im feel lyke im no one to everybodyy .
im sad . im mad . im crying . ppl will not know .
i think dat i will not post for another few more days .
Gd Byeee .
TakeCr .
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